Saturday 14 July 2018

TRUST....it may be you or me Part 5

Now, Every day Akshy started giving some of his work to Kirti to keep her busy. His Idea was working to divert Kirti's mind in work. Kirti was also understanding that why Akshy was doing all of that. Somehow she was liking this as Akshy was giving her confidence to face life. Rahul was also happy with this.
Though, Kirti was coming back to life but a unknown fear was always with her. Which could be easily seen.
One day When Rahul went to his office Akshy came to Kirti's room. She was busy doing some calculations. As soon she saw him inside her room she felt uncomfortable as Rahul never use to enter her room without taking permission. Akshy could also see fear on Kirti's face. However as always he ignored that and started checking her work. Kirti was also looking at the file. Suddenly Akshy asked can we talk for sometime if you are free?
Kirti said O.K. but she was scared and started shivering slowly. she was not a girl like that but some of her experiences in life totally changed her.
Akshy saw goosebumps on her hands So understanding her mental situation he asked her to come outside the room.
Kirti was so relaxed by this small thing.
Akshy took her outside the room by driving her chair. He came in front of her and asked. "Kirti, how do you want live your life?" he asked a blunt question as his nature.
Kirti looked at him as she had no answer but in response she had tears in her eyes and suddenly she murmured Mummy(MOM),papa(father) and again she started crying. She was crying like a little girl. Akshy dragged a chair and sat so close to her.
This was the very first time when Akshy looked her face so closely. he found her so innocent and it was the very first time when Akshy's eyes were wet.
He took some time to control his emotions and said, "look Kitri, I was never wanted to bring this conversation again but I can see that you are spoiling your life. you are such an intelligent girl. your business sense is so good. you have a beautiful life to live but only think you need to have a desire to live."
Kirti was listening to him carefully and tears were automatically coming out of her eyes.
Akshy looked in kirti's eyes.he could have feel Kirti's pain today but this was not his nature. He had the solution of most of the problems but he never felt anyone's pain before. However today he was feeling so uncomfortable from inside and then suddenly he took Kirti's hand in his hand and hold it tightly.
Kirti was still crying but Akshy asked her to stop and said." You don't need to cry anymore. I want you to live a happy life. if you have any problem just tell me. I promise I'll be always there for you. the only think you need to have is confidence in you".
He was rubbing Kirti's hand continuously. Kirti was crying but she knew that she is getting a strong support from Akshy.
Akshy looked at her and could see a trust for him in Kirti's eyes. he was wanted to hold her so tightly and cry with her but he controlled himself and said O.K. tomorrow we are going to meet your Doctor.
Kirti could not say no and she gave a silent yes as now she was wanted to live. She was getting this new desire because of Akshy. She looked at him with respect.
When Akshy found Kirti is looking at him. he gave a smile and said. "you are not alone. trust me" and he wiped her tears.
Kirti was feeling so good and a smile came on her face.
Akshy said "this is the expression you deserve".
Kirti was liking his every word. she was wanted him to speak whole day but for Akshy situation was difficult as he was trying his best to control his emotions.
...................to be Continued

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